IZ BACK!

Hellurs and GREAT day to you, you and you!!!

It's Spring and the aroma of newness is lingering in the air...don't you smell it?!?!

I do apologize for those who've been following and reading my blog for the lack of postings here and lately...

I just got boggled down with a lot of different issues and honestly... most of them where not my own but since I have a HEART for people (even when they do not return the same) when they're troubled sometimes so am I...but IZ BACK!!!!

I feel good and renewed in the spiritual realm of life!

I recently had FOOLISHNESS knock at my PEACE door trying to enter in and create a whirlwind of drama, division and tension but when I sent the guard dogs WISDOM to the door FOOLISHNESS ran for it's LIFE!!!

Why people always want to try you MORE when you're trying to mellow out and be more level headed?

Why don't people realize that regardless of how much a person grows or has grown that on the RIGHT WRONG DAY you are STILL one look, harsh word, physical bump or intense stare from opening up a can of WHOOP *** on them?

Huh?

Like, why do people try to STEAL other people ideas and thoughts trying to make them their own and yet always think they're one step in head of you when they are actually TEN steps behind you?

ALWAYS, ALWAYS REMEMBER...as long as you're trying to emulate someone else you'll NEVER be FIRST!!!

I come in peace and I LEAVE in peace however what may transpires between my arrival and exit is ALL contingent upon the parties I'm involved with!

I ain't no killah...but don't push me!!!

Until next time...

Sinceerly,
Tru Sinceer

Yesterday...

Good and GREAT day to you!

Yesterday (Tuesday March 24, 2009) was NOT a good day for me mentally or emotionally!

Not that I'm "unstable" in either capacity but I was just simply feeling a little burned out, overworked and under appreciated all at the same time which is not good ingredients for a feel good and productive day!

So I was "short" with some people and maybe just flat out rude to others...but I am a man about mine and can admit an apologize to my short comings...I'm only human!

So here's to YESTERDAY, because TODAY is a NEW day...

I was slightly irritated with myself more then anything because I'm on a path to make a change, a transformation and I got off track and for what?

But today starts an anew...get back up and pick up the pieces and live my best life I can...

I'm not to proud to show my flaws, I'm not to ashamed to admit my wrongs, I'm not so insecure where I can not show I'm vulnerable at times, simply I'm not!

As I posted on the "Purge" thread...I have to know when to "hold" and know when to "fold"!

I'm not going to hold onto anything that's going to weigh me down, stunt my growth and play on my mind for the worse...gone are those days and in order to keep them gone and to keep moving I have to address them as they arise and YESTERDAY was my day!

But TODAY is too...and I CHOOSE to be BETTER and not BITTER and a VICTOR and not a VICTIM!!

Until next time...

Sincerely,
Tru Sinceer

No "KACKLE" Today...but some FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!

You are ALWAYS only one choice away

From changing your life...

You get in life what you have

The COURAGE to ask for...

You can't do better, until you KNOW better

Get to KNOW the WORD- it doesn't change...

For the doubters who say "I tried faith, but it didn't work."

Let them know that FAITH tried you, but YOU weren't ready...

Until next time...

Sincerely,

Tru Sinceer

Purge...

Happy & GREAT day too you!

Just as anything else in life, your mind and your heart has a capacity.

Out of all that's in your memory bank...is it more positive memories or more negative memories?

Out of all that's in your heart...is it more love or is it more bitterness mixed with a touch of hatred?

To purge is to cleanse, to cleanse is to be pure, to be pure is to be free, to be free is to be happy, to be happy is to have joy, to have joy is to love yourself which we ALL desire!

If we all didn't desire any of these things then we would not indulge in activities (from alcohol to sex) that destroy our being and/or numbs us for a temporary feeling(s)!

Why settle for something temporary when you can have something permanent?

To obtain something permanent it all starts with the difficult but MUCH needed process of purging our minds and our hearts!

"You don't know what has been done to me!", You don't know my story!" "You don't know, you don't know..."

You're right...I don't "know" just the same as you don't "know" mine and/or anyone else who tries to encourage change for the better!

Great encourager's come OUT of GREAT struggles!

You don't have to stay and/or be the victim and/or made to feel guilty of anything that has transpired in your past that you can not change!

Move on and live your BETTER days that yet await...

Purging is never easy...but KNOW it's worth it!

Let it go, stand firm and tap into your inner hero and strength and KNOW you can and WILL make it but only if you try without ceasing!

If you fall down...get up...if you relapse, start all over, if you get weary, rest but don't stop!

You ARE GREATNESS!

Purge...

Until next time...

Sincerely,
Tru Sinceer

Happy St. Patricks "Kackle Tuesday" Day...

Good and GREAT day too you!

Happy St. Pattie to you and yours!

Stay on the lookout for those Leprechauns trying to take your "Lucky Charms!"

Is Michael Jackson and Lil'Kim related?!?! They booth are looking a ROYAL mess and BLEACHED to the GWADS!!!



































Why do people have plastic surgery and look WORSE afterwards then BEFORE they started?!?!

HELLURS...JOAN RIVERS!!!

She's the POSTER CHILD as to why you should NOT mess with God's creation!




















Mario?!?!?!

I'm NOT sure how I feel about this pic...was Mario REALLY "booty poppin" OR did mediatakeout use him?




















Why the "skinny" jeans too?!?!?!

Until next time...

Sincerely,
Tru Sinceer

"Oh no...NOT SHADE!"

Hello and GREAT day it is...

Ya know I'm the first person to be nice and the LAST person you want to become "SALTY" because that what you ASK & DEMAND of me, THAT... I OBLIGE!

Now I will not name "names" or let you know that the person I'm about to speak on because they only have TWO cd's out and only sold ONE copy between the TWO and that's the one their MAMMIE bought, therefore I'm going to respect their privacy!

However, I MUST vent and address to the people that I can tolerate, will and do a lot of things but unwarranted "SHADE"...is NOT my ministry!!!

I will loose all composure expediently and crack a FACE behind unwarranted "SHADE"...

You have a better chance of playing in traffic on the Interstate and surviving without injury then giving me unwarranted "SHADE" and NOT being dealt with!

Now allow me to expound on what has transpired!

There I was being my happy, go-lucky self and reaching out to a "friend" via facebook and opened up the dialogue by saying...

"Hello! What's up, we cant speak now days? :-)"

...normally this particular person would ALWAYS hit me up and give shout out whenever we where online!

Now bare in my mind if you don't hit me up every time we're online it's no biggie nor do I think it's "SHADE" and/or a problem for that matter but if I feel I have a positive rapport with you and know that you have a feel for my personality and vice versa there is no need for "formalities" in our conversation...so I THOUGHT...huh!

Furthermore, not to mention that this Trollop has really been being short in conversation here in lately and kind of rude but I just chalked it up as maybe my perception is off and I'm reading MORE into things then I should, so I've been giving them the benefit of the doubt!

But THIS Trollop proceeds to respond back to me by saying... "Evidently NOT because I haven't said anything to you. Have I?"....

BUMP THE BRAKES AND CLUTCH THE PEARLS!!!

I immediately said to myself "Did THIS Trollop try to "READ" me and throw me some ONE line "SHADE"?" and as I started to respond I felt a little heavy on the eyes so I decided to take a quick nap...but before I fell asleep I said if this Trollop hasn't sent me a "lol", "j/k","lmao", ":-)", ";-P" or SOMETHING by the time I awake then they meant to throw "SHADE" and I'm going to have to handle this situation!

So, I awake 30 minutes later and check my screen and there was NOTHING...NOTHING to clear up their response to me!!

Now I'm 38 hot and ready to get in for points...but then I was reminded to let the God in me arise (shout too MaryMary) because I'm trying to control my reaction(s) and tongue when people piss me off!

So I checked to see if this person was STILL online and they where...

Therefore in lieu of responding a being really ugly & vulgar I just politely went to facebook and DELETED them, went to yahoo and DELETED them, went to my phone contact list and DELETED them and about to go to myspace and what...DELETE them!

Now the NEXT time they physically see me and be smiling all up in my face and trying to get a "sample" (uh huh) I WILL remind them of their attitude and let them know we are NOT the two and I'm certainly NOT the one and what...DELETE them!!!

Sometimes people it's best not to get in a "war of words" with losers but best to simply lead by example and what...DELETE them!

Like I said I'm cordial to the 10th power but once you throw me "SHADE" it's NOT a cordial situation any longer especially when it's UNWARRANTED SHADE!!

Until next time...

Sincerely,
Tru Sinceer

A Word...

NO THING WILL GOD ALLOW INTO YOUR LIFE THAT OUT OF THAT SAME THING HE CAN NOT GET EQUAL OR GREATER GLORY SUCH AS THOUGH IT NEVER HAPPENED!!!

Until next time...

Sincerely,
Tru Sinceer