Series:1-1 "Trick...you NEVER was..."

Everyone...ssssssslide your WHITE gloves ON cause it's TEA TIME...DING!

Trick you NEVER was...MY FRIEND!

You know the game is only dirty if the players who are playing the game is DIRTY!

I swear at times I think I'm the LAST of the Mohicans when it comes to being a TRUE friend and being down with someone whom I call a friend like four flat tires!

So, I had a "friend" who I referred to as a "Good Judy" and they referred to me as their "bestie" and over the course of our friendship as any relationship there where disagreements etc but never to the point of betrayal...so I thought!

Now let it be known, accepted and disgusted, in the "life" , size does not equate to "security" or "insecurity" for that matter!

Now here I am, what's considered to be a "plus size man" (sounds gay...HOW U DOWIN?!?!) and my so-called friend name Zodiac is considered to be "fit and trim" and according to the "terms and agreements" of being in the LIFE Zodiac is suppose to be "secure" then I Tru Sinceer is suppose to be "insecure"...but as time went it on clearly we find it was the furthest from the truth on both ends!

Instead Zodiac was a hateful bastard underneath layers of scar tissue that masked to the naked eye by a pretty face but Zodiac's spirit was as dark as the hour before dawn! Zodiac was MORE insecure and tainted than a recluse obese person driving an all glass SMART CAR in the middle of a PRIDE parade while everyone points and stares!

Tru Sinceer on the other hand is a happy go lucky, secure person (sn: certainly I have my insecurities as well ALL do, but I control them vs. vice versa) and never felt the need of competition between Zodiac and I or anyone else for that matter but that's not the way my former Good Ju-Ju Zodiac saw it!

This hateful wench wanted everything I had and then some...and wouldn't stop at nothing to obtain it...

Here's the penis that popped the cherry...

I, Tru Sinceer made new friends with a cute, younger gentleman by the name of Remy! Although Remy and I were mad cool there was not ever any TEA between us...not EVER! Remy was just someone I found intriguing enough to allow in my inner circle and my world! As time progressed Remy and I always hung out (although I think for a moment Remy got it twisted too) and it eventually led to Zodiac & Remy meeting thru me one evening when we partied it up.

For whatever reason, Zodiac was constantly shading Remy, but Remy on the other hand wanted Zodiac like a crackhead yearns for their next hit! I kind of noticed they wouldn't really interact in front of me and sort of questioned it but just ruled it out as nothing but every time I walked away and/or they thought I was gone they would proceed with conversation in each others ear and even at one point were grinding on each other and stopped immediately whe they saw me coming and looked as if they seen a ghost... they separated like they just got caught doing something wrong...but me being that happy-go-lucky person wasn't paying the shade no attention because there wasn't anything between Remy and I for me to feel some kind of way...but come to find out that's NOT what Zodiac thought! You see at this point Zodiac knew of Remy from Zodiac and I conversating and Remy being in my presence but never MET Remy until this particualr night.

This hateful man whore, thought Remy and I were "kicking it"...and being the jealous, hateful, messy, insecure, vaseline valley whore Zodiac is he was trying to get what he "assumed" I had...Remy!

As the hour drew nigh I was ready to leave and get home to my warm bed but kind of noticed Remy was still enjoying himself. So in lieu of being the party-pooper I asked Zodiac if Remy and his friend can catch a ride by him and Zodiac response was "Hell naw, I don't know them like that!" so I was a little taken aback by Zodiac's response considering their interaction I observed between them two but on the other hand respected Zodiac's decision and can't force anyone to do anything they don't want to do! So I decided to stick around for the last hour and wait on everyone to get their jollies out until the club closed!

Fast forward an hour, the club closes and lets out, I get in my truck and pull up in the front to scoop Remy. Remy sssstrolls up to my window and says "Hey, I'm catching a ride with Zodiac." Now I'm sitting there looking crazy and honestly a little PISSED because I could've left an hour ago but it wasn't Remy's fault...so I said "OK!" and drove off!

The very next day, Remy and I met up at business meeting and the entire time he's texting and texting and texting! So I asked who has your attention? Remy replies with a slight grin"oh, no one!"

About an hour later as the meeting wrapped Remy asked if I could take HIM by MY "FRIENDS" house cause they where going out to get something to eat...which wasn't cool, because no one (no even REMY who's asking me to drop him off) had the common courtesy to extend and invite to me...needless to say I was pissed!

As the world turns some people will friend out how small the world is!

An unknown 3rd party is mutual friends with Remy AND a REAL friend of mine and knew of me but not to the point were we conversed but cared enough to communicate a conversation he witnessed between Zodiac & Remy!

Come to find out Zodiac & Remy were "having" the ENTIRE TIME and called themselves keeping it from me because they thought I was in LOVE with REMY...WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

1) THE KIDS ARE MESSY!!! The KIDS take kindness for a weakness (especially from a larger male), I have NEVER been desperate for a date NOR have I ever "charmed" anyone into liking me...NOT my style player, so move your late asses AROUND! Provided I was it SHOLL wouldn't be anyone of the likes of REMY!!!!!!!!

2) Even if I was feeling REMY like that, as Zodiac's "BESTIE" why would you try to sneak behind my back for a piece? That's some STRAIGHT BITCHASSNESS right there and most of all showed yourself NOT to be a friend...THANKS FOR THE MEMO HOE!

3) Scratch a LIE and find a thief! And furthermore if you lie you STEAL...

Some things are all about and based on PRINCIPAL!!

Although Remy and I weren't "kicking it" but Zodiac THOUGHT we were AND was still willing to "hook-up" and sneak around shows me who you are!

As Maya Aneglou says "When people show you WHO they are...BELIEVE THEM!!"

Therefore, I'm a believer and TRICK...you NEVER was MY FRIEND!

Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer

11 Months & 3 Days...

Good Morning World!

It's been 11 months & 3 days since I last posted a blog message!

So much has transpired over this time and LAWD knows I can't get it all in, with this ONE blog, therefore I will be creating a new series of blogs to come!

Where have I been you asked?

I've been everywhere from the backseat of a car to the altar and everywhere else in between! LOL

Life has been grand, exciting and renewing over the course of these past 11 months...

Shout out to all the friends and family that have been holding me down...shout out to all the enemies who've showed their hand...shout out to all those on the break of elimination...and shout out to all those who are a combination of many facets of who I just shouted out!

Stay tuned...the eventful tales you're seeking and your month is watering for are soon to come!

Until next time,
Tru Sinceer