Hello blogger's and readers alike!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is one my frustrated and complicated mind war days because of this space I'm in and occupying!
I'm in a space I don't want to be in...I do not like my distant but yet close enough surroundings and feel like there is something that has me bound from really walking out on faith and walking away from it all and starting a new!!
But the weird part of it all in my frustration I YET have this HUGE level of optimism that at the end of the day everything is going to turn out alright and I'll be abundantly blessed and reap my harvest...
I guess it's between the "now" and the "pending" where I'm trying to find my space just to catch my breathe too inhale and exhale in a normal rhythm vs. in an inconsistent pattern and not knowing when it's going to slow down or speed up again beyond my control...
I pray hard, write more, and listen twice as much then I EVER have...maybe that's it....maybe because I'm becoming more cognizant of my surroundings and positioning...this space and realizing it's not where I want to be and/or end up!
Life certainly doesn't come with a map and it's hard as hell to recover when you gone off road into desolated terrain but what doesn't kill you certainly makes you stronger!
I'm determined to figure things out for the good, bad and in between to elevate myself from this space!
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
Thursday, August 6, 2009
My Peoples...
My peoples when are we going to rise above what we can't see?
My peoples how many more senseless deaths of brutality?
My peoples how many more times are we going to kick each other while we're already down?
My peoples stopping blaming everyone but ourselves for holding you down...
My peoples learn "when" and "when NOT too"...
My peoples adapt the reality that it's not all about you but about us, them AND you...
Embrace the diversity and see its beauty my peoples
My peoples agree to disagree respectfully, lovingly and peacefully
My peoples, my peoples...WAKE UP!
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
My peoples how many more senseless deaths of brutality?
My peoples how many more times are we going to kick each other while we're already down?
My peoples stopping blaming everyone but ourselves for holding you down...
My peoples learn "when" and "when NOT too"...
My peoples adapt the reality that it's not all about you but about us, them AND you...
Embrace the diversity and see its beauty my peoples
My peoples agree to disagree respectfully, lovingly and peacefully
My peoples, my peoples...WAKE UP!
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Look At The Moon...
Look at the moon that shines in the midnight
Look at the moon reflection as it glisten upon the sea
Look at the moon in it's quarter, half or full
Look at the moon and know that you're soon...
Soon to shine in your midnight situations
Soon to bare reflections of your own
Soon to be visually present regardless if you're somewhat, partially or fully there
Look at the moon and see your parallels
Look at the moon and know you're free to sail...
Just look at the moon
Until next time,
Tru Sinceer
Look at the moon reflection as it glisten upon the sea
Look at the moon in it's quarter, half or full
Look at the moon and know that you're soon...
Soon to shine in your midnight situations
Soon to bare reflections of your own
Soon to be visually present regardless if you're somewhat, partially or fully there
Look at the moon and see your parallels
Look at the moon and know you're free to sail...
Just look at the moon
Until next time,
Tru Sinceer
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
It's ALL in what you do...
It's all in what you do between your smiles and your frowns to decipher the size of your crown
It's all in what you do between your tears of joy and your tears of pain to help you weather the rain
It's all in what you do between the good and the bad to overcome a temporary sad
It's all in what you do between learning and knowing that keeps you glowing
It's all in what you do between being alone and feeling lonely wishing you wasn't the only...
The only one feeling abandon and alone
The only one feeling as if you're in isolation from society
You sit on the sidelines as the race of life passes you by
Like a child trying to jump double dutch, you're rocking back and forth trying to find the rhythm to jump in...
Each time you jump in the rhythm breaks and so do you...
But ALWAYS remember...
It's all in what you do...
Do you remain rhythm less or do learn to dance and dance the good dance?
Do you remain broken or do you mend the broken pieces and make art?
Do you laugh until it hurts or do you hurt until they laugh?
It's all in what you do...
The train might have left the station but the station hasn't left...
Stand still if you must because there's another train coming...
It's all in what you do that deciphers the manifestation of a better you!
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
It's all in what you do between your tears of joy and your tears of pain to help you weather the rain
It's all in what you do between the good and the bad to overcome a temporary sad
It's all in what you do between learning and knowing that keeps you glowing
It's all in what you do between being alone and feeling lonely wishing you wasn't the only...
The only one feeling abandon and alone
The only one feeling as if you're in isolation from society
You sit on the sidelines as the race of life passes you by
Like a child trying to jump double dutch, you're rocking back and forth trying to find the rhythm to jump in...
Each time you jump in the rhythm breaks and so do you...
But ALWAYS remember...
It's all in what you do...
Do you remain rhythm less or do learn to dance and dance the good dance?
Do you remain broken or do you mend the broken pieces and make art?
Do you laugh until it hurts or do you hurt until they laugh?
It's all in what you do...
The train might have left the station but the station hasn't left...
Stand still if you must because there's another train coming...
It's all in what you do that deciphers the manifestation of a better you!
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
Monday, August 3, 2009
The FIRST and the LAST time...
Hello blog world and readers!!!
This weekend I ventured off to ATL to pay homage to headquarters and hang with my best friend who lives there and another good friend that was in ATL as well.
What started off to be such a pleasant trip ended up in the pits and turned into a "cold war" between myself and the person I allowed to ride with me on my excursion to ATL!!
I MUST admit I didn't take the advise of my friend Trent Jackson..."Travel light, you'll travel far!"
Normally when I go out of town I usually travel alone ESPECIALLY on weekend excursion because they're is typical a lot I want to do in so little time and having an "entourage" can sometimes cause conflict and tension provided we're all not on the SAME sheet of music.
So against my BETTER judgment I allowed this person to travel with me...she has always asked to venture off with me for years and we've never gone out of town but this time I said "Ok that's what's up!" and let her travel with me...
Turn around THREE times and touch your NEIGHBOR and say MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...BUMP THE BRAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This was the FIRST and LAST time I will EVER go out of town with THIS particular person...it was a lesson learned!!
Long story short, either one of us didn't want to drive our cars therefore we agreed to rent a car and go half...she proceeded to tell me she had a "hook-up" at the rental place and can get the car for a fairly cheaper rate. So I was like cool!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...spin THREE times again and say MISTAKE #2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was under the impression she was going to get the rate but the car was going to be in MY name since I was already driving and SHE was "tagging along"...but unknown to me when we got to the rental place she had the car reserved in her name ONLY!!! So you know it was an issue when she tried to tell me I can not drive the car because it's in HER NAME ONLY!!! WTF?!??!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....spin THREE times and say MISTAKE #3!!!!!!
So to keep the peace I laughed it off and was like WHATEVER...especially if you looking for ME to pay HALF!!!
However, needless to say she dictated the ENTIRE 36 hours of us being in Atlanta and was very inconsiderate! I'm the type of person when I get extremely heated I get EXTREMELY quiet because if I speak then I'm liable to say something and take myself to a place I may not be able to return from so I choose my battles wisely!!
Although I have not addressed it with this chick as of yet...please trust that I will and I ASSURE you that was the FIRST and LAST time she will EVER give me her ass to kiss!!!
I don't fair well and/or tolerate inconsistent people and/or personalities ESPECIALLY people with "hidden" agenda's...
There was a lot more that transpired that turned me OFF about this person but I'm choosing to keep it light and give the edited story...
"WHEN PEOPLE SHOW YOU WHO THEY ARE...BELIEVE THEM!"
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
This weekend I ventured off to ATL to pay homage to headquarters and hang with my best friend who lives there and another good friend that was in ATL as well.
What started off to be such a pleasant trip ended up in the pits and turned into a "cold war" between myself and the person I allowed to ride with me on my excursion to ATL!!
I MUST admit I didn't take the advise of my friend Trent Jackson..."Travel light, you'll travel far!"
Normally when I go out of town I usually travel alone ESPECIALLY on weekend excursion because they're is typical a lot I want to do in so little time and having an "entourage" can sometimes cause conflict and tension provided we're all not on the SAME sheet of music.
So against my BETTER judgment I allowed this person to travel with me...she has always asked to venture off with me for years and we've never gone out of town but this time I said "Ok that's what's up!" and let her travel with me...
Turn around THREE times and touch your NEIGHBOR and say MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...BUMP THE BRAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This was the FIRST and LAST time I will EVER go out of town with THIS particular person...it was a lesson learned!!
Long story short, either one of us didn't want to drive our cars therefore we agreed to rent a car and go half...she proceeded to tell me she had a "hook-up" at the rental place and can get the car for a fairly cheaper rate. So I was like cool!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...spin THREE times again and say MISTAKE #2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was under the impression she was going to get the rate but the car was going to be in MY name since I was already driving and SHE was "tagging along"...but unknown to me when we got to the rental place she had the car reserved in her name ONLY!!! So you know it was an issue when she tried to tell me I can not drive the car because it's in HER NAME ONLY!!! WTF?!??!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....spin THREE times and say MISTAKE #3!!!!!!
So to keep the peace I laughed it off and was like WHATEVER...especially if you looking for ME to pay HALF!!!
However, needless to say she dictated the ENTIRE 36 hours of us being in Atlanta and was very inconsiderate! I'm the type of person when I get extremely heated I get EXTREMELY quiet because if I speak then I'm liable to say something and take myself to a place I may not be able to return from so I choose my battles wisely!!
Although I have not addressed it with this chick as of yet...please trust that I will and I ASSURE you that was the FIRST and LAST time she will EVER give me her ass to kiss!!!
I don't fair well and/or tolerate inconsistent people and/or personalities ESPECIALLY people with "hidden" agenda's...
There was a lot more that transpired that turned me OFF about this person but I'm choosing to keep it light and give the edited story...
"WHEN PEOPLE SHOW YOU WHO THEY ARE...BELIEVE THEM!"
Until Next Time,
Tru Sinceer
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Triumphant Return
The SWEETEST revenge is succeeding when you where set up to fail...to swim when you where suppose to drown...to smile when you where suppose to cry...to love when you where suppose to hate...to simply exist when you where suppose to die! Sometimes your mere presence can say MORE then words ever can!
Welcome to the triumphant return of Tru Sinceer!
While on my three month hiatus from blogging and sharing my life testimonies I kept finding myself in "midnight" & "barren" situations which caused me to really look inward and get to the root of the problem.
As I so deeply searched within and my immediate surroundings I realized I tend to provide more energy to people and certain situations who tend to be taxing and withdrawing from my mental health of positivity and being productive.
I also realized that my internal gifts and external presence intimidates insecure and inept people and personalities alike to their CORE!
I'm as secure as I've ever been in my thirty plus years of existence which I can honestly communicate too you, it was NOT an easy journey and/or task to get here but point being I got here!
Not by osmosis but by dealing and speaking too my insecurities and short comings, embracing EVERY perfect and imperfect aspect of who I am and most of all loving me unconditionally first so I may love someone else the same and vice versa either intimately or generally!
Therefore by me and others alike who employ their securities in their conversations, in their walk, in their behavioral patterns, in their presentation, in their silence, in their look, in their suttle gestures is intimidating to those who are insecure and have not and/or know how to check to deal with their own insecurities...so what do they tend to do and be?
HATERS!!!
While they are YET necessary and contingent upon the situation appreciated it saddens me at the same time because sometimes "HATERS" have the potential to be beautiful people and often time comes to wrapped in attributes that are often appealing to the naked eye...
It's not until we begin to put on our spiritual glasses and observation hat when we begin to become cognizant of certain patterns and traits that ALL point to the road of barren relationships and betrayal!
When those patterns begin to surface we often times become frustrated because in most instantaneous by the time we find out we've be "dooped" we've invested time, told secrets, provided personal insight about ourselves, shared initimate goals and dreams which all plays on our mind and emotions!
Such betrayal can and does call people to retreat from their normal personality as a result of now being made to feel as if our insecurities have been exposed and/or lies in the hands of someone who has the ultimate potential to single-handed destroy everything you build, worked towards and/or been delivered from by communicating your business to only God knows who!
While your feelings are valid, I yet challenge you to be like me and NOT retreat, don't become startled and/or swayed by people and their malicious conversations, rumors and straight up intent of ruin, but keep moving towards your goal and blessing place.
YES it hurts and shake our core existence but stand firm and seek GOD!! Also PRAY and PRAY for those who have spitefully used you because when you communicate to God in the spirit realm and in truth He can not help but honor your prayers because that's simply what His word declares!
As you continue to walk your walk and travel your journey while hearing your name slandered, there yet lies another opportunity...an opportunity as a result of all the people watching you...and when idol and erroneous rumors are told about you and you don't respond but excel you THEN have the victory and become an over comer while duly making a LIAR out of your HATERS and destroying your HATERS credibility but most all demonstrating a level of resilience which will and is to be honored!
You're God's child...who do you think you're NOT?
Being swayed by a HATER is out of the question...if so you allow them to WIN!!
For whatever reason my HATERS can not seem to keep my name OUT of their mouths...so I pat myself on the back because that's confirmation that I'm on my grind and excelling and it's evident because someone is on the sidelines trying to stop the movement!
So here is my TRIUMPHANT RETURN and I CLEARLY welcome all my HATERS to stay tuned in and keep watching and keep talking because while you playing me close I'm soaring higher and higher and your too blind to see and to simple to understand what you can't see!!
Until Next time,
Tru Sinceer
Welcome to the triumphant return of Tru Sinceer!
While on my three month hiatus from blogging and sharing my life testimonies I kept finding myself in "midnight" & "barren" situations which caused me to really look inward and get to the root of the problem.
As I so deeply searched within and my immediate surroundings I realized I tend to provide more energy to people and certain situations who tend to be taxing and withdrawing from my mental health of positivity and being productive.
I also realized that my internal gifts and external presence intimidates insecure and inept people and personalities alike to their CORE!
I'm as secure as I've ever been in my thirty plus years of existence which I can honestly communicate too you, it was NOT an easy journey and/or task to get here but point being I got here!
Not by osmosis but by dealing and speaking too my insecurities and short comings, embracing EVERY perfect and imperfect aspect of who I am and most of all loving me unconditionally first so I may love someone else the same and vice versa either intimately or generally!
Therefore by me and others alike who employ their securities in their conversations, in their walk, in their behavioral patterns, in their presentation, in their silence, in their look, in their suttle gestures is intimidating to those who are insecure and have not and/or know how to check to deal with their own insecurities...so what do they tend to do and be?
HATERS!!!
While they are YET necessary and contingent upon the situation appreciated it saddens me at the same time because sometimes "HATERS" have the potential to be beautiful people and often time comes to wrapped in attributes that are often appealing to the naked eye...
It's not until we begin to put on our spiritual glasses and observation hat when we begin to become cognizant of certain patterns and traits that ALL point to the road of barren relationships and betrayal!
When those patterns begin to surface we often times become frustrated because in most instantaneous by the time we find out we've be "dooped" we've invested time, told secrets, provided personal insight about ourselves, shared initimate goals and dreams which all plays on our mind and emotions!
Such betrayal can and does call people to retreat from their normal personality as a result of now being made to feel as if our insecurities have been exposed and/or lies in the hands of someone who has the ultimate potential to single-handed destroy everything you build, worked towards and/or been delivered from by communicating your business to only God knows who!
While your feelings are valid, I yet challenge you to be like me and NOT retreat, don't become startled and/or swayed by people and their malicious conversations, rumors and straight up intent of ruin, but keep moving towards your goal and blessing place.
YES it hurts and shake our core existence but stand firm and seek GOD!! Also PRAY and PRAY for those who have spitefully used you because when you communicate to God in the spirit realm and in truth He can not help but honor your prayers because that's simply what His word declares!
As you continue to walk your walk and travel your journey while hearing your name slandered, there yet lies another opportunity...an opportunity as a result of all the people watching you...and when idol and erroneous rumors are told about you and you don't respond but excel you THEN have the victory and become an over comer while duly making a LIAR out of your HATERS and destroying your HATERS credibility but most all demonstrating a level of resilience which will and is to be honored!
You're God's child...who do you think you're NOT?
Being swayed by a HATER is out of the question...if so you allow them to WIN!!
For whatever reason my HATERS can not seem to keep my name OUT of their mouths...so I pat myself on the back because that's confirmation that I'm on my grind and excelling and it's evident because someone is on the sidelines trying to stop the movement!
So here is my TRIUMPHANT RETURN and I CLEARLY welcome all my HATERS to stay tuned in and keep watching and keep talking because while you playing me close I'm soaring higher and higher and your too blind to see and to simple to understand what you can't see!!
Until Next time,
Tru Sinceer
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
IZ BACK!
Hellurs and GREAT day to you, you and you!!!
It's Spring and the aroma of newness is lingering in the air...don't you smell it?!?!
I do apologize for those who've been following and reading my blog for the lack of postings here and lately...
I just got boggled down with a lot of different issues and honestly... most of them where not my own but since I have a HEART for people (even when they do not return the same) when they're troubled sometimes so am I...but IZ BACK!!!!
I feel good and renewed in the spiritual realm of life!
I recently had FOOLISHNESS knock at my PEACE door trying to enter in and create a whirlwind of drama, division and tension but when I sent the guard dogs WISDOM to the door FOOLISHNESS ran for it's LIFE!!!
Why people always want to try you MORE when you're trying to mellow out and be more level headed?
Why don't people realize that regardless of how much a person grows or has grown that on the RIGHT WRONG DAY you are STILL one look, harsh word, physical bump or intense stare from opening up a can of WHOOP *** on them?
Huh?
Like, why do people try to STEAL other people ideas and thoughts trying to make them their own and yet always think they're one step in head of you when they are actually TEN steps behind you?
ALWAYS, ALWAYS REMEMBER...as long as you're trying to emulate someone else you'll NEVER be FIRST!!!
I come in peace and I LEAVE in peace however what may transpires between my arrival and exit is ALL contingent upon the parties I'm involved with!
I ain't no killah...but don't push me!!!
Until next time...
Sinceerly,
Tru Sinceer
It's Spring and the aroma of newness is lingering in the air...don't you smell it?!?!
I do apologize for those who've been following and reading my blog for the lack of postings here and lately...
I just got boggled down with a lot of different issues and honestly... most of them where not my own but since I have a HEART for people (even when they do not return the same) when they're troubled sometimes so am I...but IZ BACK!!!!
I feel good and renewed in the spiritual realm of life!
I recently had FOOLISHNESS knock at my PEACE door trying to enter in and create a whirlwind of drama, division and tension but when I sent the guard dogs WISDOM to the door FOOLISHNESS ran for it's LIFE!!!
Why people always want to try you MORE when you're trying to mellow out and be more level headed?
Why don't people realize that regardless of how much a person grows or has grown that on the RIGHT WRONG DAY you are STILL one look, harsh word, physical bump or intense stare from opening up a can of WHOOP *** on them?
Huh?
Like, why do people try to STEAL other people ideas and thoughts trying to make them their own and yet always think they're one step in head of you when they are actually TEN steps behind you?
ALWAYS, ALWAYS REMEMBER...as long as you're trying to emulate someone else you'll NEVER be FIRST!!!
I come in peace and I LEAVE in peace however what may transpires between my arrival and exit is ALL contingent upon the parties I'm involved with!
I ain't no killah...but don't push me!!!
Until next time...
Sinceerly,
Tru Sinceer
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